Boo Boo Peeka Boo

2011-04-01T12:02:00.003+08:00

hmm.. had another weird dream again.. its with 2pm again.. lol..

last dream was me showing them around.. this time, i'm a member LOL, i was at set and had to get ready for some performance and stuff.. hahaha.. damn weird.. den junho was like showing me the ropes..

in the dream also i see other celebrities, i think it was like an award show thingy whether alot of people were present..

super random

2011-03-31T01:25:00.002+08:00

todaay had korean dinner at kim's again. i think i rather eat the set lunch or even just get 1 bibimbap or what for myself.. only the bbq beef and fishcake soup was nice. the others was just okay tasting..

anyways, the topic of my blog came up so that's why i thought of doing a small mini microscopic update.

the update is : exams is in 4 weeks +/-

microbial enough?

on a side note, i was reading some comments about the xiaxue and peter coffin saga, someone actually posted this. i know its not politically correct but i feel that it describes the situation well..

Quarreling on the Internet is the same as the Special Olympics, even if you win, you are still retarded.

2011-02-09T03:52:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to stop listening to k-pop..

i dunno whether its a talent or what but.. i have the uncanny ability to remember lyrics and tune and sort of remember the dance... even though my singing is quite tone deaf..

if always want to perform.. but i guess.. in my situation.. in my current state.. it will not be a dream come true..

when will my dream come true..

2010-12-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

i am seriously seriously messed up. today i woke up crying.. had another weird dream or nightmare i guess..

for those who are reading, i know its weird. but something is wrong with me.

every since the sitex incident, i feel dead. dead inside. everyday im going thru the motions but. truthfully i nvr healed.

i guess, my recents dreams are a reflection of my current mood. even though i cant tell what's wrong.

2010-12-18T03:54:00.002+08:00

thanks to that stupid dream. i've been emo-ing all these while.

i guess no point worrying it about. some days. i tell myself. its just a dream. some days, i believe that in every dream there is a grain of truth..

i guess. i just have to rely on myself and my good friends.

life lesson today while flying kite

2010-12-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

today, Fauzee and me head down to Marina Barrage to fly kites. I got up at 10am and got my very first kite at Passion Kites @ MacPherson. It was a green V delta and cost 15 bucks. I also got the reel at 18. Total was 33~!

so had lunch at sakae, then off to marina barrage. at first there was no wind. den it rained. den sun was out but wind was not blowing. after trying a few times the string got entangled but we didnt have scissors on use to cut the string. i had to use a key.

after some trial and error we managed to get the kite up in the sky. what a magnificent flight it was. could barely catch it on camera.

after the kite flew so high, i had an epitome. i learnt a life lesson.. it was cloudy and it rained. after the rain, the sun came out blazing hot. since it was after the rain, wind was not around. a couple of times the string got entangled and we had to sit thru and entangle everything. even taking drastic measures and cut the entangled part out.

so in life, we might get entangled strings, hot weather, no wind. but if we try and try again we just might soar in the sky

2010-12-10T21:07:00.001+08:00

even though i dun feel like an undergraduate..

when dad ask me what do i want to do. i told him abt advance standing. if i change course to an IT course. i would jump straight to YR 3..

but.. at the same time. i really wanted to do Business Management..

so how?

what should i do?

2010-12-09T16:26:00.002+08:00

today i woke up. i felt something strange. i dun see myself as a undergraduate anymore. at least not with SIM.

even if i talked to my parents about quitting and they ask me to continue. i might not be able to give all my best next semester? why? cause. all my best proves to be failures.

i think i have to start looking for options...

i guess. when 2012 comes. i have to wish The Incredibles congratulations on their graduation from the outside.

=(

2010-11-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

i guess. it will nvr happen.

i'll just stay behind my protective bubble not go out cause its always dangerous outside..

2010-11-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

shld i or should i not?

bleah.. i dunno i dunno

Ddeobokki

2010-11-01T00:22:00.001+08:00

Noona, you are 31.. i am 23.. but can you take care of me =)

2010-10-30T03:01:00.001+08:00

Hi! what blood type are you? me? i'm the good kind =)

2010-10-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

The Type O Profile

Type O was the first blood type, the type O ancestral prototype was a canny, aggressive predator. Aspects of the Type O profile remain essential in every society even to this day – leadership, extroversion, energy and focus are among their best traits. Type O’s can be powerful and productive, however, when stressed Type O’s response can be one of anger, hyperactivity, and impulsivity. When Type O wiring gets crossed, as a result of a poor diet, lack of exercise, unhealthy behaviors or elevated stress levels, Type O’s are more vulnerable to negative metabolic effects, including insulin resistance, sluggish thyroid activity, and weight gain. When you customize your life to Type O’s strengths you can reap the benefits of your ancestry. Your genetic inheritance offers you the opportunity to be strong, lean, productive, long-lived and optimistic.

from: http://www.dadamo.com/bloodtype_O.htm

confession of a friend

2010-10-28T03:29:00.001+08:00

001. chinguui gobaeg

ggwae ohrae dwetsuh
nae mamee jogeumshik byunhagi shijakhanji
honjasuh gwaerohwuhhanji..
uhnjaebootunga neega ohrddaemada
nuhreul uhrlineun namjaga nuhmoona meewuhtsuh

charari naega nuhl jikineungae
naeuljido moreun saenggakee...

eejaeneun naega nuhl ahnahjoogo
saranghaejoogo shipdan saenggakee deuluhtsuh

Baby eejaeneun naegaewah
And be my lady
nuhmoona ohraedongahn jikyuhbwatsuh
mal uhbshi suhsuh
ahntakkawoon gaseumeul soomgimyuh

chingooroh, chingooroh jinaeya handaneun eeyuroh
mokgaji chaohllatduhn geu gobaekeul chamahyahaetsuh..
hajiman eejaeneun gobaekhalgae
nuhreul saranghae...

nae soneul jabgo nabakkae uhbdamyuh
nagahteun chingooreul dungae,
jeongmal keun chukbogiramyeo
byeonchi maljago mareul halttaemada,
jogeumshik jaraneun nae sarangeul nulluhtsuh

charari naega nuhl jikineungae
naeuljido moreundaneun saenggakee

jakkooman deuluhtjiman chamahtsuh
nuhreul eeruhbuhrilkkaba duryuhwoh, hajiman...

Baby (Baby) eejaeneun naegaewa (naegaewa)
And be my lady (lady)
nuhmoona ohraedongahn jikyuhbwatsuh
maruhbshi suhsuh
ahntakkawoon gaseumeul soomgimyuh (No)

chingooroh (Your friend), chingooroh jinaeya handaneun eeyuroh (I know)
mokgaji chaohrlatdun (chaohrlatdun geumahl)

geu gobaekeul (gobaekeul) chamahyahaetsuh (mahlhal su uhbsuhtsuh)
hajiman eejaeneun gobaekhalgae,
nuhreul saranghae...
I love you...

001. A Friend's Confession

It's been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I've been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I'd rather protect you,
although I don't know if it will make it better...

This time I'll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it's a blessing
Whenever you say let's never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but...

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn't say it)
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

tears

2010-10-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

i did bad today.

i am smiling and i'm playing my ps3 for what. trying to surpress my emotions.

i was msn-ing with chris. trying to stop him calling himself a freak.

at that moment. tears started to well up.

i'm really disappointed with myself. wasted my parents' money again.. i cant even get things right.

shld i stop and just join the workforce?

after today's paper. i went to look at brochures at the other courses

tomorrow shall go to sakae and eat myself silly again. i cannot breakdown now. law and mab ard the corner

sorry for the emo post again

Econ1035- business statistics 1

2010-10-27T10:50:00.002+08:00

2nd time taking business statistics. i've got a feeling i'll see it again next sem.

final push. just finish laspeyres and paasche..

going thru forecasting techniques

=(

this sem has been crappy. been emo-ing and no mood to study with so many conflicts. but alas, my resolution next sem to work harder. i will not give any more excuses. no more lateness and tardiness...

just to share how i'm feeling.. my heartbeat is gonna burst out my chest ala alien style

anyway. sharing my fav song also.. Heartbeat by 2pm

Emoing cause i missed kpop nite

2010-10-24T17:36:00.001+08:00

kpop nite is over. one of the bands performing was Big Bang.. oh well...

i'ma just leave song of the day for today and gonna go back to marketing.

studying sucks

2010-10-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

been at starbucks parkway parade since 4pm..

getting slowly sleepy. was doing stats before some gal approach and ask whether can we switch table. so baby has to come out to justify me sitting near the powerpoint. ahakz.

got hungry so decided to get something to munch. got this chocolate old fashioned. tasted weird. it doesnt go well on an empty stomach as it was to sugary and sweet.. oh well..

only complain.. i'm sitting under the air-con. and its damn cold.. ahaa..

going back to using multiple segmentation bases..

2010-10-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

erm.. blog blog blog. what shall i blog.

hmm.. today at sakae sushi buffet.. zomg. so full till i puked.. ahaha.. but. it was good. still thinking about the Kakiage.. ahh! oishii...

today on 2d1n. they toured seoul. went to the historical places and ate at the market.. and took pictures at mural.. as below ^^

credits to allkpop.com

ok la.. if i take it wont look as good.. but still.. i've always wanted to travel. but alas, bogged down by finances. if only my surname was Jobs or Gates.. oh well..i guess i would only have to look forward to trying to go for the exchange thingy with SIM. hopefully hopefully..

ok. gonna do 1 round of stats b4 off to sleep. gonna chiong whole day tomorrow at starbucks @parkway parade.. i think next time i can setup tent there already..

nitez~!!!! xoxo

2010-10-22T02:27:00.004+08:00

ahhh!! mashta~!!

she's soooo cute~!! ahahhahaa

haiz. i'm totally hooked on my girlfriend is a nine tail fox. brings me to la la land imagining mi ho as my GF.. haiz. oh well.. in reality who would want me rite..

i'm becoming someone i not recently. i've nvr had a punctuality problem. till now.. and its getting bad to worst. b4, i'm always early. at least 15 mins. i'm always on time. i need to pull myself up. get myself out of the rut before its to late. i guess. i need to continue what i started last semester. with 1st nov coming up. i hope good changes will come. and with that change. CONFIDENCE~!!

and of course.. last thing.. braces.. damn braces.. i'm still scared as hell.. .... .... ....

T.T

anyway. exams next week. i think Good Game already. haix. thanks to the foul circumstances and situations i've been having this sem.

2010-10-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

i think i will make it an habit to start updating this blog..

its hari raya again. but i've only worn my baju kurung twice, when i see others wearing the baju kurung and walking around enjoying the festivities.

but what about me? pathetic? why pathetic? totally no mood to celebrate at all. i don't see the point of making merry while deep inside i know the people around me will hurt me one way or another.

i was determined and trying to change myself. to lead a better lifestyle. to look better. but, one thing after another i start to heck care. chasing every temporary high..

heck. fast food soft drinks. i know its not good for me in the long run.

it makes me feel good in that moment. why should i live and long and fruitful life. life as been sucky thus far..

emo post again..

2010-10-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

doing marketing in shool...

would we finish by oct 8???

worried ^^

2008-09-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

adri wans to ghost write this post but lazy already...=(

juanda n i....stared at the screen while prakash tried fad psp......me fad here...reportin from hta....

i think today...we didnt do much...played games and slept all they way....

one qoute by a7x=there's a beast in every man which gets rid of being a man....

2008-07-28T22:16:00.003+08:00

i guess. i'll always seek refuge in blogging.

a place where i can dump my feelings and walk away..

here goes.

ever since we met, i felt there was something we had.
i tried to get close to you. but you do not see me.
this feeling i have, seems like a silly crush.. but.. ..
it feels like there is something more

i know we can never be together. and i am willing to let you go. just to see you happy.

2008-06-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

haiz. now serving my ns..

i dunno why..but i just feel i got to put this somewhere..

ns is hard. emotionally..

the people i meet.. to keep it short.. wont be the friends i had in sec, poly days. i simply don't understand why must make a simple 2 year process difficult. its not as if we are firefighters. just freaking clerks and make life 10times difficult..

anyway. i regretted sharing my feelings. people say tell the truth. share your feelings. don't keep them.finally i decided to air my grievances.

i regretted doing so..regretted so so badly

2007-10-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

hoo

now looking for job.. later register on-line for iras.. work 1 month..enjoy another month..den off to NS liao

zzzz

2007-10-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

gillin told me.. no point get angry..

i sort of agree also. anyway forget my previous post..

wishing all muslims selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin

beta menyusun 10 jari memohon maaf segala dosa dosa saya.

2007-10-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

argh. pissed

actually. i can go. wanted to ask my dad send me

but heck la. mood totally gone.

if busy can just reply "sorry not free. talk to u later" or something else

no need to crap all the long fuck. made me fucking pissed for nothing. u can talk to ur juniors like dat. not me

2007-10-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

zzzzzzz..

2 more days den hari raya deh. den no need fast.yea!! haiz more sadder news came

i got my NS letter liao. kena posted to CD report 8 jan 8.30am at jalan bahar

zzz

zzzzz

zzz

2007-09-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

listed updated

1) crumpler bag
2) some money to be spend anyway i wanted.. buy shirts for everyday use
3) new hp
3) new comp
4) 1-2 pieces of Raul shirts
5) the POLO t-shirt i'm eye-ing on.. the original one
6) leather ark sandals, though kinda cheap..find leather ark things are nice..

2007-09-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

its that time again..

time to go shopping spree..hmm.. wish list!!

1) crumpler bag
2) 200 dollars in shopping spree money.. (i dont enuf though)
3) new hp
3) new comp

hee.. still got somemore =P

2007-09-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

haiz. problem problem..

i have friends.. 95% of my friends i can be frank with.. as i mature. i feel that i can talk to them heart to heart.. share my feelings and emotions.

b4, i couldnt do it. now i can, i believe its because i'm older, wiser and more mature.

from every circle of friends. i can be frank with them, tell them straight off what i'm feeling rite now. but i dunno why i cant do it with you.

ya you.. got alot of things i wanna say, to protect our friendship. but i dunno how would u react. my intention is to protect our friendship. but i'm worried by speaking out i might tarnish it. burn the bridge.

how do i overcome this dilemma?

2007-09-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

haha. after a long time update..

now after surgery. try my best not to go out. but cannot help myself. yesterday went out to bugis with gillin and chinyuan. quite fun =) best thing to do is to have coffee at TCC and chit chat..

today, go family international buffet restaurant, celebrate reza birthday.. sort of the last time go makan before fauzee and reza go ns. fauzee on the 11th reza on the 15th. wish them all the best. see whether they allow me to send them off. if not. stay at home and drools.. bandaged toes with stitches not very fun to walk around

yea.. 13th fasting month start liao. hmm. so. plan to buy starcraft battlechest to play... ..to pass fast time.. =)

2007-08-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

what time is it? its summertime! high school musical 2 coming lei. 9 sept. must watch =)

haiz. surgery.. got stitches. very pain..eat painkiller also like nvr help. =( alot of plans to change liao. sorry guys.

sorry fauzee and reza (no pulau ubin), sorry jie shi make u lose money, sorry gillin( cannot help u)

sorry everyone

2007-08-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

i recently celebrated my birthday at costa sands. hmm.. wasnt expecting anything much. but.. turn out to be quite okay..

at least.. the people in the pictures look genuinely happy.. =) pics galore =)

my pandan bdae cake (used in sabo *jark gives kuromi a loud grrr....*)

from left tingz, mich, vivian and wei jie..

something abt this photo makes me go "weak".. like can feel the happiness from the expressions... not "forced" to smile.. wat am i babberring..

all the attendees

surprise attack from john

artistic shot: the satay

christie and me

ellen and me

sally and me

jenny and me

john and me

makcik and me.. lol. =)

2007-08-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

hehe. thanks guys for the well-wishes.

Quaint day today, nothing really special. didnt expect much also.

hmm. those out there. i need your help. when i speak, if i use singlish. please hit me.

i cant control. need to revert back to proper english. thanks in advance

2007-07-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

dear friend,

please stop unloading ur emotional baggage on me? please? i'm trying my very best to be your friend.. but every single conversation with have always have to involve your problems. its very tiring you know..

why cant we talk about other things? i rather talk about why the sky is blue not red then talk about your problems. i trying to be on your side.. but sometimes, i'm just too tired if u keep unloading ur baggage on to me..

haiz.

sorry if this hurts you. but. this is how i feel..

2007-07-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

You Were a Praying Mantis

You have the still power of a legendary warrior.
You are able to manipulate time - or at least, the perception of it.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

2007-07-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

2007-07-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal.

In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

Your Monster Profile

Basilisk Vampire

You Feast On: Jack and Coke

You Lurk Around In: Candy Factories

You Especially Like to Torment: Your Exes

What's Your Monster Name?

2007-07-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

a poem created by me and brandon at work.. was too bored..saved the poem and made it "nicer"

hehe.. enjoy..

too bad only the 3 of us can understand wat it truly means

2007-07-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

check out hilary duff's new video stranger to ur left =)

so.. so.. seductive.. her eyes.. drools..

hehe......

ode to her

2007-06-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

who is she?

some people might not want to be associate with her?
ever since her passing. i feel regret that i couldnt be the best grandson that i could be.
i chose to ignore her nagging, to ignore her comments. ignore her sometimes, completely.

i regret. i wish i had one last day to say sorry. to say i love you and really meant it. now that she is gone, i can only reflect on my past actions.

the most painful thing. her birthday is same as mine. i remember every year we exchange birthday greetings.

"Happy Birthday Azfar" "Happy Birthday Oma"

now i can't

but what's bugging me. i only feel it now that it is too late. i hope you guys treasure your life ones before they are gone.

2007-06-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

emo-ing in progress

person A is working on his way to retirement.. his age? 24. leads an admirable life

person B has her chionging (which i consider fun)

person C is waiting to enter University

person D is doing part-time job waiting for NS

person E is working full-time doing the thing he loves

this person has a sucky life have to and have deal with shitty people everyday. not only that, if it wasn't for self-restraint and moral integrity, (in this context it refers to my own moral beliefs and how i define integrity), anyone else would have lost it. but i don't know why i kept my "cool"..

ok, everyone says. 1 more month and it will be over. will it be truly over? after this i have to go out and make a living. knowing the way my life is, i probably get shit thrown my way. unlike others who enjoy what they do..

i'm really envious. envious cause i wish my life was as "peaceful" as theirs. my luck.

2007-06-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

haha.. so long nvr update...

nothing much happen really..

work work day in day out..dunno how those old birds do it actually. everyday got energy to talk talk talk and work.. work also like very happy to work..

maybe its me.. young bird..still wanna flap wings and fly. dowan to be caged up..

2007-05-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

trip to endau rompin. on the way back visited Pantai Air Papan (Water Plank Beach) photos above..

working is tiring lor. sometimes.. makes u pull ur hair. dunno how to office people cope working like dat everyday for years and years..

everyday go work vomit blood.. really.. if i can vomit blood.. the carpet would be soaked with dried blood...

anywho.. 10 more weeks to go..

2007-05-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.
You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!

Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion

Your gemstone: Peridot

Your flower: Poppy

Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

2007-05-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

its been 2 weeks now

me get posted to Ministry of Transport for attachment? No no.

last min change. me now at OCBC.

yea. office life. like dat. sometimes feel like i rather be at home and have nothing to do den be in the office stressed need to do so many things..

yea.

hee. spider-man 3 was a blast. cant wait to watch it again soon. =)

2007-04-18T11:12:00.000+08:00

haiz. attachment posting know liao. its damn far lor. alexandra road. 2hrs journey everyday.... ... =(

will be working for ministry of transport.

alrite. juz came back from KL. fun trip. nvr go KL b4 den come back.. still wanna go again. this is an account of wat happen during the trip.

the nite b4 couldnt sleep. something wrong with me. i think too much ba. my mind cannot settle. so ya. around 630am got ready. den went to have breakfast at hajah maimunah near lavender mrt. den meet they all at 845 as promised. had breakfast at beach road the hawker centre. den at around 920 report at grassland office to check in.

travelled for 6 hrs plus. the bus stop at yong peng for 30 mins for a break.den at seremban to drop ppl off. reach KL, at puduraya there around 4pm. 2mins walk to the hotel. den check in.. time abt 5pm.. suppose to slack till 530 b4 go off to dinner, but too sian. left early. had kenny rogers for dinner. den rained heavily. so we decided to walk around that place. found this salon, displaying 10 ringgit hair cut service. in the end kena 66 ringgit. so sad. 66 is include hair tonic, wash, massage, cut and shampoo. kena conned. dey nvr say upfront. juz do..

after dat we went pertaling street for shopping. usual stuffs. but since no money liao. alot of things i aim have to let go. so sad.

next day, go for breakfast. the prata so nice. till today still thinking abt it. give extra sambal. so nice lor. prata and the sambal.. at total only 14.70 for 4 ppl eat.. eat till full..after that went to take taxi go 1 utama. walk around for a few hrs.. had a&w for lunch. so shiok. drink the root beer float. so long nvr drink..

after 1 utama. we went to klcc. first go aquaria, kl's version of underwater world. feel that this aquaria is more to promote the malaysia's unique wildlife not only fishes but also lizard, spider, etc. etc. so for a tourist like me. feel i get to know more abt malaysia. underwater world is diff animal from diff place rite.. so ya. the difference is there. aquaria also very on abt protecting malaysia sea turtle. veri nice lor see so near.

had dinner at manhattan fish market. yummy. the cheesy prawns so omg. delicious.den took the train back to pertaling street for 2nd round of shopping. alot of food we ate very nice. till i miss till today.. like satay. the satay there. its big.. almost like ur thumb size. den in the middle they put fat. so its so juicy and tender.. den lok lok. the sauce is nice. and PRATA!!!! or roti canai as they call it..

next day. pack up. and check out. had breakfast at the same place. PRATA!!! den took cab to berjaya times square.

after that go low yat plaza walk around got time to kill b4 we take bus. so had lunch at mr teppanyaki..

den go home lor.

this veri condensed version.abit no mood to write long long

2007-04-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch freedom writers with fauzee and reza

a true story.

such as sad movie. its about this class, room 203 where certain race group together and belong to gang. den racial violence is everywhere. gang fights, drive by shooting. the works. den the teacher, erin gruwell.. bonded them and guided them out of that life to start their own.. of course.. i cannot say much of the story.. but i think that everyone must watch this movie. this movie is not abt nice or not nice

its a story of about being human and u will find that it may directly or indirectly apply to u..

damn sad, cried at so many parts. really heart wretching. of course den cry out loud la. juz tears flow uncontrollably..

ya. even today. still reflect back the message of the movie.

got this person said something like. its not about race, religion, class.. its because its the right thing to do.

anywhere. its a true story.

this is the prove: www.freedomwritersfoundation.org

so everyone. go find a friend. and go watch the movie

2007-04-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

3 more days lei. excitement killing me. but i damn worried abt something. more scared den worried..

argh~! but excitment more den the scared. hope nothing goes wrong ba =)

today, supposedly meet with classmates for dinner. wei jie bdae boy. 21 bdae, but he say. normal dinner..at pizza hut..

suppose to be.. me, michelle, kai yong, wei xiang and wei jie.

in the end. michelle me and wei jie.. =(

funny la. michelle say. table for 4. but the server gave us a table for 3.. strangly juz enuf for us.. kai yong still in meeting so cannot make it

ok la. even though wei jie looks sian sian.. coz. he sick. had a fun time anyways and manage to catch up, so.. in the end. happy ending =)

2007-03-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

14 days more.

to what? kL trip wootz..

coach and hotel confirmed deh. so exciting. i have to become guide.. heh..

coz i go KL like thousands of times liao.. so have to lead the group..

taking Grassland Express and staying at Ancasa Hotel KL. =) all confirmed deh.

hehe. last wed. go watch TMNT. not bad lei.. relive my childhood hero..

i was leonardo.. hah

2007-03-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

Don't Forget to Remember Me - Carrie Underwood
-- song uploaded. view on the right <--- --

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home and those bills there on the counter Remind me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall And tell mee-mal that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

soon.. it will be my turn to sing this song. leaving for attachment and den NS. today i know my PES status already. 1 step closer to adulthood. 1 step closer to my starting my real life..

and i'm scared to leave home.. 21 years in safety. and i scared to leave..

2007-03-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

hem.. ya. abit nothing to update. but juz tell u all wats going on in my life..

first up: i got B for MP and Wbat. so happy. B lei!! for a programming subject... unheard off.. but. will like to thank kelvin and sometimes michelle. for helping me when i have questions.. hehe..

so happy..

2nd: 30 more days to KL trip. actually quite excited. even though go kl for the umpteen time.. this time go with friends ma. on the 26th this month confirm everything. buy tix and book hotel.

3rd: this sat got kenduri or prayer gathering at my house.. my grandma's 40 days death anniversary.

4th: i still at PES D lei.. next week muz go cmpb go for more tests.. my heartbeat like cannot come down. everytime 120.. when normal heartbeat is below 100.. i kanchiong ah..

2007-03-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

hmm..

actually hoh. nothing to update. but put in some words for the sake of updating

my mummy said okay lei. green light for KL trip on april 13,14,15. wee first holiday out with friends

den she say. maybe can get money from daddy after payday. hehe so happy.. can dont work lei..

but i thinking. i shld juz work for 2 weeks. get money to keep. so can buy things for my attachment. i only have 2 shirts, for formal. ya.. hmm.. i think will call carrefour up on wedneday if i really cannot find other jobs..

yap yap

2007-03-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

damn innocent hoh.

nothing to update. =)

2007-02-25T02:53:00.000+08:00

after reading wei jie's blog

i suddeny feel very sad. sad? why sad? should be happy wat. his that elective thing approved. so no 4.1 for him

but for me. 4.1 have.

feel very sad lor. sad. of all the time to fail i fail wbat at that moment. now got 1 extra semester. so shitty. den because i fail 1 subject..most likely they post me to in-house attachement. cause this year the semester is for MWC and that design course cant remember ba.. ya. so all their places we cannot take and worst come to worst we take the leftovers..

so shitty. feel like writing in to the director or something. cause its not far that we treated like this. its not that i want to fail..

now scrambling like mad looking for attachement places..

haiz. feel so depressed and down rite now..

2007-02-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

below its the pics taken today. after our mp evaluation

so sad. the 17 weeks we spend together seems like so fast..

hmm.. today presentation didnt go well.. =(... sup say didnt put up a good show. was sweating all the way man.. shitty mama..

raelly hope dont fail ah. haiz. nervous like fark.

but well.. its a good run.. kelvin, glenn, jake. feel like i got to know u guys. =)

hehe.. so happy. 9 feb 2007 officially the happiest day of my life so memorable..

went to sch in the morning. to finish up mp and wbat.. and 9 feb is the due date.

den.. at 2.30 i login to see my o lvl results.. i got the shocked of my life.. from a d7 to an A2..gosh..

den.. my dad sms.. the new car came today and can collect later @ late evening. its the new honda stream. cannot buy in sg one. muz parellel import from japan. its nice lo.. red color.. and the body.. gosh.

den. go potong pasir for the hermie forum meet-up. my hermit actually change shell in front of me.. waw.. first time see such things..

so happy. alot of good things happen dat day

2007-02-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

a new boy band has been found!!

our first album cover.. - hehe. veri nice photo. but i dont like my tummy =(

me, kelvin, jake, glenn

me, jake, mr cung. (our sup), kelvin, glenn

imran, sazaly, isabelle, jasmine seah

jasmine tan and alex (look like wedding photo hoh)

jas and jake (see properly. got ghost behind)

jas and me..

jake's face when he put the wasabi in his mouth
playing a game at sakura after our presentation

jake's face when he swallow the wasabi..

kelvin's face reaction when he lost and had to eat the wasabi

this picture tells all

2007-02-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

i think i need to tell this story out.. its becuase i'm doing it for myself. if i dont tell it out. i think i cannot move on. need to learn that its all in the past and i shld learn to move on..

the day sunday 4th February 2007. time, 2.30pm. i was doing my report. i got tired of typing my report. den i looked at the time.245.. shucks 4 more hrs till i meet gillin and jerra.. 5 minutes later. i heard my sis screaming. and i asked wat's up..
i was thinking it was good news...however i was wronged. my mum just called telling me to head to my aunt's house. my grandma just passed away. 5 minutes ago..

i changed and got ready, wore the traditional baju kurung with jeans. the 4 of us, me, my bro, my 2 sis took the bus to my aunt's house. when we reached my aunt's house. the police was at the front door.. and everyone seems to be very busy. very busy spring cleaning and getting ready for the funeral rites that is about to happen.

i tried to help with watever i could, carry heavy stuffs and etc. time pass very slowly dat day. my grandma was in the room, covered, of course. the doctor declared her dead, and my dad when to the Polist Post to report her death.. relatives one by one came to say prayers for her till evening time

and at 10pm. my dad pass me the keys to the car and asked me to send my sis home to slp.since its quite late already and my parents wanna stay abit later. i drove them home and came back. alone of course while my dad is still at my aunt's place. hehe. first time. ya. we stayed till abt 1-2am. and when home. i bathe and lay down. i couldnt slp.. keep tossing and turning. it was 6am and we had to get up..

reach my aunt's place at 7am. the person who has to bathe my grandma came. did her preparation.den we did all the funeral rites.. like the flower thingy and prayers etc. etc. at this point, all the close relatives, son, daughter, in laws and grandchildren had to say their last goodbyes by kissing her forehead and "sprinkle" flowers around her head. after that. i couldnt stop crying. in islam, u are not suppose to feel sad as she has now go back to God. which is a good thing la.. but i cannot stop.even though i was not closest to her.. i keep remembering back memories, like she ask me to do stuffs i say later, later.. den alot ah. thhe feeling is mostly regretted not doing things, or doing things wrongly.. and me and my grandma share teh same bdae..maybe dats why cannot stop.. i think for almost everyone the fact that she pass away haven settle yet.. is only when u see her body getting covered with the white cloth den u realise wat happened.

at around 9 plus we went to choa chu kang cemetery to bury her.. ya. after that. we had another round of prayers

till today lo.. i still feel sad..coz. now i cannot do anything.when she alive i nvr do.. now she pass away i regret..

when ur parents or grandparents say something like: later when i die, u regret den you know.. i actually understand it now.

better listen.

2007-01-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

argh. frustrated. now den i feel. i realised something stupid

i feel dat, if i dont ask u to do wbat. no one will ask me how the project is going, nor bother to help

i know u all doing mp.. me also doing mp wat.. cannot complain.

as of tml. i heck care liao. if i hurt ur feelings its ur problem. cum monday. i will say out liao. the rest of the order and shopping cart u all do.. i will juz sit beside and see..

to the person.. sorry ah. didnt mean to sound so hostile. but i talk to you already.hehe.. so if u juz read this. dont be angry.. i was juz. letting out wat i feel inside.

2007-01-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

as of today, 14 more days to Major Project.. actually.. not including report and evaluation..

but coding wise.. is more stressful den doing report.. so.. ya..our project is almost there, supervisor happy with it. juz need to beautify it..

but. scared ah. always last min things will cock up..abit anxious.

wbat also. almost done.. juz left login, order, and my shopping cart.almost done.. figuring out a bug..

hope. in 3 weeks time when sch finish. i can relax.. yeah!!

2007-01-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

argh. vexed..

two ppl.. farked me up this week..

i know i'm the sort veri easy to shit on the face one.. u wrong me i keep quiet and pretend nothing happen..shitty la.. i dunno how long i can take this man

if i say out. .i will be the wrong one..

if i keep quiet.. i will be the victim..

2007-01-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

2am. and i am awake

tml have to get to sch at 10am. do MP. going to have to start writing the report soon. as of today, left 3 more weeks.. very nervous.. all the things are neither here nor there.. so.. abit worried.maybe i have to get my wbat grp to meet on saturdays also as they are busy with MPs..

today got drama in the lab. really kinda surprised at myself. me getting more and more boistorous..or ..perhaps bitchy..haha

this girl( horrible sense of clothing, blue t-shirt, black and white stripes sleeves those wear one.. not part of the shirt, short orange short..and black boots..)

she complain to her friend that my hokkien mee is smelly, talk to her friend in chinese.. but i can listen, also she open the door and make alot of noise..i look at jake.. den, jake say she say i smelly..

den i juz say out loud: dat time they eat i nvr say anything lei
den i continue munching and slurping my hokkien mee..

den.. i look at jake and glenn and juz say..no need to be so hypocritical hor..

5-10mins later of whispering..the girls left..and make alot of noise with the chair and door.. i cant be bothered..

the problem is.. she angry with me when she herself got do it b4.. if she didnt, i would have apologise loh.. and also.glenn and jake..and even jasmine,sazaly and imran nvr smell anything..

hoh..

2007-01-15T12:40:00.000+08:00

yawnz. in lab now listening to joonyew..

=((

4 more weeks to judgement day..

MP and wbat projects due soon. muz chiong all out already. no more slacking.

den it will the holidays..light at the end of the tunnel..

going to be really busy this month. dont think can afford to work.. =(

I CAN DO IT!!!! 4 more weeks..

2007-01-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

hey!

Happy 2007 to everyone =p

mp ---> OMFG!! the air-con is busted!!! and everyone is sweating. all no mood to do work. bleahz.. sucks...

work -> work on christmas and new year's day. double pay. hehe.. hopefully can gather a substantial amount b4 i "resign" as i have to concentrate on my project work this coming weeks...

shucks...

i've been thinking. thinking whether shld i go... but i'm scared...=(

2006-12-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i blogged..hmm wat shld i start off with..

mp ----->> sometimes it can be so frustrating.. almost explode sometimes in the lab..

work --->> for some strange reason, i am super lazy to go work. last time i was okay with anything..but now. feel like i have to think 3-4 times over b4 saying yes.. but the strange thing is.. i need the money.. but.. juz no motivation..maybe all the energy is used my by MP.. or major project

PSP---->> the reason i have to work. becoz i need money to buy PSP games. i love my psp.. heee.. now i have NFS:Most Wanted 5-1-0.. i aiming for Metal Gear Solid: Portable Ops, and den the waiting till the new Final Fantasy game to come in the pSP

MY FIRST ACCIDENt!!! == on 12/12/06.. i reversed in to get in the carpark at downtown east.. i was reversing..look left..den look right.. den suddenly.. a metallic sound came..

I reversed into the lorry's side mirror =( it dropped and my dad's car was dented.. luckily the lorry driver didnt realise his mirror drop coz my dad fixed it up. screw the thing back in. haha.. only the car left a dent in it.. till today. i dont dare to drive.. i guess. have to wait for my own car before i drive again..my dad's car is juz to big for an amateur driver to practice in =(

2006-12-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

argh~! damn damn frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

SUPER FRUSTRATED... THAT IF MY FEELINGS COME OUT..A VOLCANO WOULD ERUPT AND KILL 2 MILLION PPL...

DATS WHO FRUSTRATED I AM RITE NOW..

FRUSTRATED WITH SCH~!!!!

2006-12-05T15:53:00.000+08:00

haiz, warning letter for 2 lates..=( its only week 6 lo

haiz. mr oh say i can only late for 2 more times.den buhbye..really cannot late..if late take mc liao..

den also. mr oh took over this week coz joonyew got baby..haha.. everyone laugh when heard that..

now doing wbat.. can say..almost done ba.

den mp. sup was dissapointed with our this week's work.can see it in his eyes. haiz.

2006-11-27T05:32:00.000+08:00

its now .. 5.32 am.. and i have class in 4 hrs time..

yawnz. and i've not get any sleep. dunno how am i gonna manage..

hmmm.. i think i know why i cant sleep..

1) air-con spoilt.. i cant wait for it to be replace..the new unit will come on thursday.. =(
2) excited-ness. new air-con and getting new tank for my hermits..heee

ya.. argh..later muz drink alot of coffee..den skip lecture?? haiz..cannot la.. but nvr slp lei.

2006-11-13T01:54:00.000+08:00

haiz. erm. regretted going ah. knew this would happen.. kinda experienced..

but no choice.

getting tiredz working at carrefour..dunno why.. maybe i'm juz lazy. and feel like i need a break in my week.. so i called wenxin and told her i wanna work on weekdays instead..will see how it goes..

tml got my hermit crabs forum meeting. dunno whether i wanna go or not.. feel reluctant.. coz i dunno them, nvr meet them b4.. and as everyone know.. i'm a shy person

well. my secret's out.. i been keeping land hermit crabs (legally of course!) here are some photos..if u interested come for me.. or go to www.hahacrabs.com.sg

this is ferrero rocher

this one is Rolie..

this, is Cloud

this is their home, my Crabitat

3 nov

2006-11-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

updates:

1) i got 3 land hermit crabs. coebinata rugosus.. haa. so cute.. later got time post photo

2) doing MP.. MP so exhausting.. exhausting as in brain juice all sucked out. dunno how to handle later i go SIP.. for 4 months..jialat

3) tiredz. i miss my 12 hours sleeps.. =(

oh.. juz watched the covenant.. to me its veri nice.. even better den x-men 3. muz watch.!!!!

28 oct

2006-10-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

weee.. pay come in already!! i can buy my thing liao, but have to setup my thing before buying the thing. hee.. shss.. if i buy the thing i think my mum will start screaming. coz my things i buy secretly.. hee..

erm. my new hobby. haha. after all completed i take pic and show u =p

this hari raya nothing special. but my family's this year the clothes. got voted best dress.. hee. actually. its quite nice. thanks to me.. nice eyes.

erm, and started major project this week also. week 1. my group seems so enthu. but today was the most fun. i guess i was abit worried i wont get bond with them coz, i dont actually know them (same class or wat). but. i can see we getting closer. hee.. today all doing work, den suddenly all started playing games.. haha..cannot blame us. all guys grp. ya. den 4 of us installing our VS 2005. we still can challenge each other who faster.. in the end. all laugh at kelvin.. kelvin get the Pentuim 3 990 MHZ, 256MB RAM, 20 GB harddisk comp while the 3 of us get Pentium 4 2.8GHZ, 1G RAM and 40 GB harddisk..haha.. no fair competition challenge who finish first.. muwahahahha..

and also. today. had dinner at sakae.

den was talking to cyn about a new recipe i thought of..

me: wat u think of gyoza i steam first, den i fry with batter, like tempura outside

cyn: erm wont be nice lei.

me: why lei? outside crispy inside chewy. shld be nice wat

cyn: erm, when u steam..

i had dirty thoughts when she said that part

cyn: juices will come out

after that i laughed so hard till my whole face tomato and choked on the gyoza i eating.. serious.. lol. hahahahah...

hee.. my heart song so nic.e..e..ee.

24 october

2006-10-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

after 1 month of fasting, the day has finally came. and i cant slp.

this yr expected to be nothing special. becoz of family things. dowan to explain it here. so long nvr blog. but ya. k la time to post pics up

break fast at kenny rogers angsana @ johor

my homemade new york cheesecake decorated with strawberries - i make one ok!

water fountain outside ngee ann city

me trying halloween costume at toy's r us

kenny rogers @angsana johor. the only interesting part of the restaurant

my new room color. from blue to lavendar mist. my dad's choice. i dont like =(

cynthia and fauzee at bugis mrt after break fast at seoul garden

eugenia, michelle, koktiong and weijie; sending michelle off to thailand for a plastic surgery.
haha.. no la. her SIP =)

10 oct

2006-10-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

2 more days. den i can start asking money to shop for my once a year extra expensive clothings =p

this yr. eyeing something frm adidas =p

and, raul? haa 150 dollars shirt.. 1 shirt cost 150!! but no la. no capital

been working at carrefour till falling sick. haha. i dont think its c4's fault. but ever since my exams nvr had a week off or wat to enjoy my holidays. i think next week ba. muz tell wenxin not to disturb me. =p

i hate being sick. strangely, as i grow older i began to "mature" and learn from old mistake. when i juz started working, after the o lvls, after 2 days i have thoughts of quitting. but now, i even have no heart to take "off" when i coughing really badly and having high fever.

maybe its because of someone la. but its not becoz of i love you manner. big MAYBE. but it seems childish.. i dunno.

how much shld i ask? 300? 400? but if i go shopping on my own.. i might blow the whole amount away.. .. .. in 1 day. and, it have been done b4, well 200 dollars.. 1 day after i got my pay.. half of it was gone clothes shopping. haha.after dat my heart ache like hell.. hrs and hrs gone like flushing toilet

30 sept

2006-09-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

argh. the stupid red ns letter came.

argh. need to go for medical checkup..

argh~!

hate it hate it.

ok la. i not hate the NS. i juz hate the medical checkup. i heard muz nude in front of doctor. ask me change shirt in locker room i cannot. ask me nude how sia... =(

haix. haix. haix. actually. i kind of like the army stuff.. but. my body..........................

muz share this joke with u all

me: you book your medical appointment already? when is it?

weijie: haven mine between 27th sept to 19 oct

me: same i also haven. haiz. dont like. haiz. why am i a guy! so troublesome. haha. siao

weijie: haha. no choice leh

me: Got. Accompany me go thailand. Special Offer buy one get one free. You intrested? Price exclude plane tix

weijie: um...go with michelle? haha. or go osip in thailand... haha..

after that sms.. i laughed my head off.. dowan to post the rest of the messages.. will get my head chopped off

27 sept

2006-09-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

4th ramadan. 26 more days to go =)

today. off day. slept till 2pm. feel so well-rested after monday's 2 hrs sleep.

tuesday: work frm 10-3. ad-hoc rolling again. haiz. i cannot be roller la.. so exhausting. no water somemore. after 2 hrs i dragging my feet liao. haiz. den dat kai yong nvr help me collect basket. keep packing and packing =( super tired. guess he want to see that pretty girl surveying people. haha..

work finish at 3. den wait at CC till 4pm till weijie and kaiyong finish. but in the end. they 2 go eat. so i go back first. suppose to meet fauzee at 5.30 at bugis. but. i need to go home first. so took 518 home. reached around 5pm. took out my dirty shirt and change to sandals.

rushed to bugis. hee. den break fast at raffles hospital banquet. den we go to the suria raya carnival. such a big flop. den. we decided to catch movie John Tucker Must DIe!!! but in the end all the movies around bugis all start at 9, including tampines. so we decided to go tampines and watch the 910 show.

yeap. quite a good movie. chick flick i guess. and everyone was with their girlfriends. except me and fauzee. odd couple. haiz. and we are not even that way lo....

24 sept

2006-09-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

first day of ramadhan. already my head spinning.

thinking whether dunno tml wanna work or not. but weijie and kaiyong tml first day. muz accompany ma.. but.. no food. no water.. i will faint lei.. haiz.

k la. dats all i guess at this time.

13 sept

2006-09-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

today, work again. sat there like tao pei kong. imf block suntec. so crowd disappear

10 more days to the fasting month. i wan to go KL before that. haiz. one obstacle after another.. haiz.

biz students started their sip today. i wished, how i wished i can turn back time. how i wished i didnt fail wbat. haiz.

osip peeps leaving real soon. i actually feel excited for them. i'm not made to stay in singapore forever. i wanna see the world. i wanna see the windmills of holland. the dhobys of india. the tribal people of indonesia. i wan i wan...haiz

got result. not too shaby. really put in effort. but. my life is like that.. always bad. so.. yap.. cannot complain all pass. no supp paper this time round

8 sept

2006-09-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

its been 1 month since i blogged. hah. dunno la. juz tired to blog. sometimes feel, ya. nvr mind. been watching movie with fauzee, my secret lover.. haha..opps. no la.. for every week without fail. =p

hee. sometimes i feel weird how close i am to him. but. his one of my 2 friends dat i can really juz tell things the way it is.. without hiding. u know. juz be myself. tell my problems and such and he would provide dat listening ear. i wished i had more friends like dat. but nvr mind. when life gives u lemons u make lemonade rite?

the host is a nice show. shld catch it.. really.. erm. so good dat even if u pay 9.50 for ur tix. its worth it.

after the host, we had dinner, was walking around at ps.till fauzee pointed..hey isnt that nurul... den i was so star strucked lo.. fauzee asked whether wanted to take photo.. but i declined.. coz.. i was too shy..really.. and i was sweating alot..ALOT!.. i guess she's my fav of all the contestants in idols. oh ya. reza was there too.. "mini-celebrations" for all 3 of our belateds.

haiz. how i wish i can tell everyone how i truly felt. friends and families. but like someone said, truth hurts, and another person said: you have to be selfish to be kind to yourself, and you have to sacrifice to be kind to others.. isnt this very true?

for those whose going for OSIP, take care of urself. its a big world out there. =) i guess i wont be seeing u for sometime. =p

01 aug 06

2006-08-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

hee. juz turned 19 on 1 aug. thanks for all the well wishes =)

1 aug, we had seoul garden with my classmates: kaiyong, weijie, eugenia, vivian, weixiang(even though nvr eat), michelle, huixin. they gave me a cake, but we were too full to cut it, so i brought home. thanks guys.

after that my dad picked me up and we got our new phone, n80. hee the best phone i ever got, function wise. sms me old number if u dont have my new number =p.

we went to swensen's at changi airport. since it was bdae, i am entitled to a free firehouse icecream. the waiter asked whether would we like a birthday song. my mum said no, while my dad said yes. so.. without thinking much, i thought it was cancelled. but when we finished our dinner and time to serve the icecream, most of the staff came to our table and brought along tin cans and shakers and started singing birthday song to me.. the whole restaurant was looking lo.. so embarrased. almost ran out of the restaurant screaming. phobia to go back there.

ya. been eating alot this 2 days. juz came back from a movie with fauzee and dinner. we watched "click"

my rating would be 4/5. its a funny show with good plots, a comedy with a VERY drama ending. so, ya go catch it. i really like the britney spears joke..

lalala

2006-07-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

yawnz. now going thru ecsa presentations. after this we are going up to present. argh. scary.. not that prepared..

next week. special day. i rather stay 18 forever den move on to 19. bleh..waited 18 years to be 18. seems like a waste to move on to 19..haha..

=)

bdae wishes...

1) car.. honda civic pls
2) handphone, n91 if possible
3) leather wallet..
4) chocolate fountain
5) world peace..hahaaa

if only i had all the money in the world. =p

oh ya. yesterday work, so funny. this lady said to me. Oh! my eggs. lol.

class 3 licence

2006-07-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

woot. after almost 1 yr of trying, and failing twice. and spending 2500 over dollars and i finally got it. but. i have to display this..

haha.

so shocked. when tester gave me back my result. i was really really nervous lo. but keep summing up all my confidence and did breathing exercise to keep myself calm.

he said "erm ur driving okay.. BUT"

me in my head. die die die.. got BUT

he said "ur turning is too wide ah"

me in my head "oh..den"

he mark my paper and return to me. ok. 8 points..

me in my head.. HUH? 8 points..err.. errr.. 8points? 8 POINTS!!!! woo hoo. got so excited i screamed in the phone while toking to fauzee outside the centre. hee.. 2 ppl turned their head back..hee. ya. was so so excited. i forgot to report to the office.. i straight away when out.. den my instructor.eh how. why u here.. suppose to collect booklet rite and close account.. oh ya hoh..hee..

dat was friday, 14/7/2006. the day i will remember forever. cant wait to get my photocard licence in 2 weeks time.

ya. today started work as a packer for carrefour suntec. ok la. nothing too shocking. but still tiring. and damn lo, aircon spoil isit? i sweat till my hair all wet.. sia la..

i juz thought of something. packers are cashier's best friend. but! cashier's are not packer's best friend.. =) heeee

k lar. better get to sleep. feet still trobbing after 12 hrs. at least tml go in 12pm. can wake up late abit. den can ask dad borrow car drive to work. another big smiley pls. there =) thank you. haha..

sorry ah. u read this like i very action. but actual is not. i've been wanting this since sec 2. so finally. its like.. dream come true.

start of something new

2006-07-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

i know i can do it. half of me says i will ace it with eyes closed. half of me says u are going to fail. becoz of this i am blogging at 3.18am

yesterday. i had one of the most fun lessons. thanks to the joking instructor. wanna elaborate more. but no mood to type. sorry ya

projects projects projects, surprisingly. i in a hardworking mode. yet i think its false. getting this energy from nervousness of FRiday tHE 14TH. kwang kwang kwang..

high school musical

2006-07-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

high school musical go away. go away pls. i'm like unknowingly got infected. shucks

scroll down to see the finale from youtube

2006-07-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

BOo! haha. gosh. so bored. have to really chiong work soon. yeah. haha

gosh. 12 more days! i'm so nervous lo.. how? any tips to keep me calm so that i can get my driver's licence?

qoute

2006-06-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

a quote from lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring

"i wish the Ring had not come to me
so do all who live to see such times
all we have to decide is what to do
with the time that is given to us"

yap. dat's it. tml school starts at 8. gosh. gotta go back to school routine. i can do this. i will do well.

21 June 2006

2006-06-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

An account of the day, Wednesday 21 June 2006

As i lay sleepily on my pillow, eyes tired when i turned in at 2am last night awaiting for World of Warcraft to finish downloading its patch. My eyes scan thru the room and fixed on my wall cloak. I read the time as 9.45 panicked for a few second and realise that is only 845. still got 1 hr before i meet michelle.

i pushed myself out of bed and threw myself in the toilet. washed my face and dragged my heavy feet back to my room. i sat at my computer table, excited, hoping that i can started on WoW as i had finally reached lvl 40 and is able to buy my mount, an undead horse. unfortunately, my patch download was slow, it crawled thru as if time was a luxury. i sighed in dissapointment.

i got frustrated and started to prepare as i am going to meet michelle at mac for breakfast. 945, our meeting time and michelle's shilloutte was but a figment of my imagination, where is she? i kept instant messaging and caling her but to no avail. where is she? my train of thought focused on the phrase over and over again.

finally, my phone vibrated and to my relief, an instant message. michelle overslept and couldnt make it for breakfast on time. oh well. better get some breakfast as i already here.

hahahaha..wat happpened? did u juz read a compo? haha.. lols. my entry proof for o level english is here.. so better start practicing

for you i will (confidence)

2006-06-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i wrote a real entry.

wokay. here's the going's on. house currently under renovation, super messy and super dusty. but almost there. in the halfway mark. toilet tiles are in. waiting to put in the door, screen, toilet bowl and etc.

things to happen soon. my new wardrobe, new paints, kitchen, and the toilet downstairs.

wokay, haha. yesterday i had driving. when kinda well. having problem with slope and stalling. not use to the new vios cars. vios drives smooth actually compared to the soluna. i really hope i would pass this time round. i need all the luck in the world and all the confidence.

a lil bit on that day. i stalled the car like about 5 times. but. i kinda rock driving haha.. instructor was quiet except giving instructions where to turn. hehe. and some pointers. i kept forgetting to keep left and check blind spot. bleh.

but cool. nvr felt so confident when driving in the open road b4. hehe.. even reached 70km/h but not speeding since speed limit is 70.. den..yeah..woot..hahahahaha..let me pass..omg~!

Renovate my Family

2006-06-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

argh~! house very messy. thanks to the renovations going on inside. my parents are redoing the 2 toilets and the kitchen and me and my sisters' room will get new wardrobes. messy messy. dust everywhere..

hope it turns out nice though..

argh. 1 month before my 3rd try at a driving licence. hope i pass this time round. really gonna commit suicide if i didn't.. =(

2006-05-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

geek in the pink

2006-05-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

seriously. why am i here?!

why am i alive?

WHY!

day by day, i'm losing my humanity... ...

GE Elections 2006

2006-05-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

singapore. my dear singapore.

singaporeans treat their politicians like rock stars. seriously.

haha.. kinda cool if u see it that way. they scream and yell like in a concert, yet its juz a political rally. hah..

rite. toe hurts so bad.. so so bad. dunno whether can wear shoes to cover it up. it looks disgusting.

but afraid to wear shoes coz it might make it worse..how how?

i think we're alone now

2006-04-27T10:04:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah. not trying to jinx my first week of school.. but school seems fun these few days...

yeah.. with all the free time i can finally grind my lvl 23 undead mage.. woot...juz finish wailing caverns.. nice run..woot.

i guess i'm dealing with pain like i juz lost somebody. slowly at a time. but i do get emotional outburst once in a while as i am not dealing with it as i shld =(

biarlah rahsia

2006-04-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

i'm turning to the darkside. i think

i have these temptations to kill. u know. to feel what would it be like...

the only thing that is keeping me sane is my integrity. my moral values i hang on to..

one day, i so afraid that that it will come.. when i snap.. and someone dies.... i'm so afraid. sadness and dissapointment dont register as emotions animore. i fear my heart has rotted so badly, it cannot be called a heart animore...

behind this facade of a fun-loving, chatty, jovial guy. lies i despiseful cold-hearted demon.. and everyday is a battle..

and i seem to be losing.. .. .. ..

hips dont lie

2006-04-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

today, had my 2nd attempt for my driving license.

sad to say i failed. 1 immediate failure.

another failure, i will not be able to take MP this coming semester. how sad

my life is so full of failures and dissapointment, that the pain of failure doesnt register in my heart.

is that even more sad?

walk away

2006-04-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

my life is really hard. i hate my parents for bringing me to this world. and i hate my grandparents for bringing my parents to this world.

thanks to the two of u for making an effort to cheer me up even though there is nothing that i can do.

on another note, i hate u and u.. ur on my list. and its bad to be on my list. and u deserve hell for making fun of me. 1 day, 1 veri apocalyptic day, fury shld unleash on thy, and thy will receive retribution.

i'm sad. i'm depressed. i'm sucidal.

i guess. the picture i printed. will juz serve as a reminder. nothing more, nothing less. for the future in seeing me and them go off together, seems so veri bleak.

i live in a world u may not understand...

2006-03-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

haix. i throughly hate my life rite now. good things nvr come my way..

rite. today caught a show at the new "The Cathay" off PS. its still barely new, and the only thing that is open is the cinema while all the shops are closed.

the seating is quite spacious, and i like the way they serve the hot meals. i ordered a seafood platter frm the kiosk and they took down my seat. they told me they will send it to my seat.. how cool is that.. haha.. and the seafood platter was piping hot.. yummy.. haha.. with fork and spoon and chilli sauce too...

and the movie spoilt it all. ultraviolet. omg. it throughly sucks.. i can safely say the worst movie i have ever seen. i wasted $9.50 on it. seriously. seriously. i found the wall even more intresting that the movie itself. reza and fauzee fell asleep. and fauzee was snoring abit. that was how bad ultraviolet was....

eight wonder of the world

2006-03-27T03:11:00.000+08:00

hemm, the going-ons of my life.

hemm..hemmm... grandma had a fall and hit her head, veri bloody. send her off to hospital, got stitches. doctor said she's alrite to go home.den at nite, she was very spacey. when u call out to her, she juz stares at u. 2nd day she was still like dat, my aunt and dad got nervous and took her to the hospital.

had to carry her ala evacuation. after tests, doctor said it was mild stroke, she was spacey and blur for 2 days. and today she talked and was responsive. but veri cute, she mixed up ppl and some memory gaps. u know. something wrong with her "harddisk". ya. dunno wats the next step. i guess, juz wait and see..

i mean no offence la, but i juz realise how much i dont like my mum's side uncle and aunts, they are so sarcastic and u know..watever they say, it feels that they are aiming at u personally. well, i learnt to be more sarcastic to protect myself. hah! another evil thought popped into my mind b4 i fall asleep today. when my dad was warded in hospital, not everyone came to visit. u know "full" attendance, but when my mum treat dinner. almost everyone came.. .. .. den...hahah.. juz an evil thought. i didnt mean to insult anione =p

my dad bought a new router frm netgear. and shucks its messing my gaming. argh~! irritated. everything so slow. and becoz i cant upgrade to sp 2, i cant make the changes in regards to the firewall...........................

eh.. hhaa.. dua dunia rocks. =p and cinta by kris dayanti and melly coleslaw rocks too..haha well to me rite now.. in jiwang singing mood.. =p

welcome to the suck!!

2006-03-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

well, god knows how many people still come to my blog.

>>guess, i'll have to tag more often to let ppl know i'm still around

rite, juz came back frm KL. gosh, wat a trip. well, long story short. my dad got free vouchers frm the hotel, free breakfast, lunch, dinner. so ya.. basically we ate buffet. went up to our room and rolled around. dats wat we did.. only when out shopping twice. seriously.

yeap. i juz registered for my o lvl's english. i know the syllabas would be different, but. it would look nicer in paper that i passed my english. i was really expecting a B or C for my english. u know..haha.. my english is not dat bad and i was aiming for a business course in poly only if my maths pass.. well it did. but surprise surprise i failed english. so. fate paved my way and i got myself into IT. and b4 i enrolled into TP i called em up and asked, whether i can retake my english o lvls. well they said no, and if i did dat, they would nulled my application to Tp. so..ya.better not. and surprise surprise most of my classmates are retaking their english. argH~!

hemm, should i go back to anna? weekly? or twice weekly? or juz buy an assement and study by myself?

oh ya. will be taking supp paper. but frm today onwards i vow to study hard for school. i wish to enter SMU. their facilities is SO COOOLLLLLL... really..super super cool.

thinking abt that, i would only be able enter U after my NS. haiz. i know everyone would have to go thru it. but i feel like, the prospect of my life being controlled by someone its not appealing. i feel restricted. and ya.. i'm not a soldier kind of guy. and to think of it.. its 1 year away..